The suffering you thought you went though when you thought you lost, wasn’t that you lost it was that you gained freedom and escaped bondage. At the time it seemed like why me, but God was looking at you smiling down saying my dear child one day you will see.
He loves you so much that before it gets to a place of so much damage and hurt he removes you. The pain you think you were feeling was nothing compared to what was about to come that he delivered you from. That saying walk by faith not by sight comes to mind. Not everything you need to see God is our eyes he leads the way, just trust in he’s decisions for you. You are he’s child and he will do what ever he can to protect you, even if its a few teary nights he is a comforter also.
When it comes to God there is nothing that he can not do he is not to be defeated. He is not a go to just in time of need, believe it or not you need him all the time. Don’t allow the emotions to make you think he allowed you to suffer but see them as deliverance. He delivered you from every situation and healed you to be in a better place now and that is always he’s aim.
Word of the day
Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee. (Deuteronomy 31:6 KJV)