Who wants to be real? I do! Wow this has got to be the longest time, since my teenage years of being in relationships that I have been single. Nearly 3 years is a long time for me. I’m always with someone never really single and if so we broke up and got back together. The hardest thing for me is in my relationships I was so sexually active so to stop that was extremely hard. But when I started gaining knowledge on soul ties sex became scary for me and not enjoyable. I gave my life to Christ 4 years ago. My first year was hard but after I got to know Christ through knowing him I knew my self and worth. I have been through 2 not so good relationships and gave my all to those I thought I loved. But I realised I didn’t know love or was I ever in love I was in love with the idea of being in love and having a family. Trust me now was the time I understood the importance of waiting. Would these relationships of been so hard if they were meant to be or if they were from God? I had a lot of work to do after coming out of these 2 long relationships. I had to get to know myself, learn to forgive, accept God was always with me and would never forsake me and so on….. Argh sometimes this WAIT can be so hard but I have to keep quoting scriptures such as this that God constantly reminds me
But they that WAIT upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. (Isaiah 40:31)
Believe me if I don’t get this in a text, social media or from someone I always get quoted this text. God has spoken to me about the season I am in but I can’t help but be more anxious waiting. I know good things come to those who wait. So I shall do my best to WAIT for I know God is shaping up a good thing for me. Women in waiting don’t give up the WAIT it’s closer than you think. Nothing will happen before its time.